Saying Goodbye to 2009

2009 wasn't that bad of a year actually. A lot of events. Hard to sum it all up though, so I'm going to post a survey, but go into a little more details then normal.

2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? I've graduated, gone to college, met new friends, became closer with people, got a new car, learned more about myself, done well in school, learned patience, loved and lost... etc.

Stayed single almost the whole year?
I haven't really been single at all this year if you want to get technical. I guess I kind of was at the beginning of the year, but not really. I also dated Drew, and Jon. Then "waited" for Tyler Smith. This is the first time in a long time that I have been 100% single all year. And I'm freaking loving it.

Were involved in something you'll never forget? I did graduate from high school. I will also never forget my college semester and my roommates and I trying to sneak back into our dorms, then realizing we were locked out. Or so we thought. The security officer came and let us in.

Tripped over a coffee table? I don't think I actually tripped over one. Probably stubbed my toe a couple of times though.

Came close to losing your life? Na. I was pretty dang careful this year.

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live? I saw Boys Like Girls, Cobra Starship, A Rocket to the Moon, and the Maine. So yes, I'd say so :]

2009: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year? I met A LOT of new friends. The main ones are my roommates from school. They will always be around too. I also met a lot of cool girls that were "waiting" for a missionary as well. I became close to a lot of people that I have known for a while.

Did you hate anyone? I learned not to HATE anyone. I do dislike some people, but you probably don't notice because I don't treat them any different then those I like.

2009: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake? I had 3 cakes actually. My dad sent me one to my dorm room, My roommates made me one, and so did my neighbors :]

Did you get any presents? I got a bunch! A season pass, a devil costume, cards, candy, flowers, cake, and we all went out for pizza and a "movie."

2009: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year? I changed a whole lot. I now have a complete testimony of the church, my Heavenly Father, and my Savior. I can take care of myself and take responsibility for myself. I also do my best to stay out of drama now.

Did you change your style? I wouldn't say I CHANGED my style. I did get a little more "brave" in what I wear.

Were you in school? All year almost. Graduated high school in June, started college in September.

Did you get good grades? Heck yes I did! I kicked some serious darey air! Be jealous!

Did you drive? All year. :]

Did you own a car? MMHMM. 2000 Chevy Cavalier.

Did anyone close to you give birth? Too many people I'm close to did. I wish many of them didn't though.

Did you go on any vacations? I went to Yellowstone, Seattle, and Rexburg haha.

Would you change anything about yourself now? We will just have to see now won't we?

2009: Wrap UP:

Was 2009 a good year? I can't complain

Do you think 2010 will top 2009? I KNOW it will!

IN THE YEAR 2009 I CONFESS THAT I....

Kissed in the snow? Yes

in the parking lot? Yes

at the beach? Yes

in secret? Sure? haha.

Had your heart broken? Not really actually. Last night came close, but not really no.

Painted a picture? Uh, I don't think so. I never joined my neighbors art nights.

Wrote a poem? No?

Ran a mile? Oh yeah. More then once.

Visited a foreign country? No. I should have went to Cancun, but my dad gave that up.

Cut in a line of waiting people? I'm sure I did that. Not on purpose though.

Told someone you were busy when you weren't? I used to do that a lot actually, so I'm sure I did that this year.

Cooked a disastrous meal? Ask Carolyn about the FHE spaghetti dinner.

Lied about how old you were? I don't think so? Maybe?

IN 2009 I....

Broke a promise? I'm sure I did. Didn't mean to though.

Lied? I'm sure. I haven't really LIED in a long time though.

Disappointed someone close? I dunno. Mom, Dad, Ann? Did I disappoint you?

Hid a secret? Many. I hold many secrets that others tell me.

Pretended to be happy? Eh. Sometimes. But, most of the time, it was real.

Slept under the stars? No! I wanted to so badly though!

Met someone who changed your life? I met a bunch that changed my life. Drew, Jon, Bill, Emily, Carolyn, Kayla, Megan, Chantel, Lindsey, All of my FHE family, etc.

Changed your outlook on life? OHHHHHHH Yeah. Going to college and living on your own does that to you.

Sat home all day doing nothing? A lot of the time, yes.

Lost something expensive? I BROKE phones this year. But I didn't lose them.

Learned something new about yourself? too much to even begin mentioning!

Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it? Oh yeah! Carolyn! What was that food you made again? Currie?

Made a change in your life? Many, and I don't regret one thing.

Found out who your true friends were? Eh, kinda.

Met great people? How many times are you going to ask this question?

Stayed up til sunrise? Yessir. Right Carolyn? ;]

Cried over the silliest thing? Oh I'm sure.

Had friends who were drifting away from you? You've got that right, but I'm sure it's for the best.

Spent most of your money on food? College student. ALL my money goes to food.

Gotten sick? Not really actually.

Liked more than 5 people at the same time? Haha. No? I mean, I've had that many guys in my life at one time, but I didn't like them as more then friends. Only one at a time. I get confused if there's more.

Became closer with a lot of people? Oh heck yes!

There's 2009 in a nut shell. Books of the year: The Twilight Saga, and Dear John. Movies of the Year: New Moon; Angus, thongs, and perfect snogging; The Dark Knight; Just Friends; and the Proposal. Favorite blogs: Emmy Sue, Mormon Bachelor Pad, And Busy Bee Lauren.

Have a Good New Years readers! I hope that 2010 is better then 2009 could ever be! Make the best of it! See ya in 2009!

MG Failure Story? No.

It's all over. No longer waiting. Yeah, he wrote me off, but you know what? I'm not worried about it at all. I'm not hurting very much at all either. Everything happens for a reason, and I have learned a lot these last few months. He was quite rude about it, but it's all good. Single, and I kinda like that idea. No more confusion. :] Sorry about the lack of blogging. I'm not online much.

What makes this Christmas Amazing???

Well, let's make a list shall we? We all know I like lists :]

-I'm home with my family. Couldn't be happier. I hate to think that there are people out there that honestly don't have a place to go.
-My Christmas present to my dad's girlfriend got there today :] I felt bad for forgetting her when I was there for Thanksgiving.
-Christmas is tomorrow and I get to have my mom's amazing breakfast. She makes it every year, and it's always better then the year before.
-My mom seemed to love Christmas this year. She baked like it was her job. Yummy Yummy treats! Love her so much!
-I got a freaking 3.6 my first semester freshman year. That is freaking AMAZING. Heck yes. Half tuition paid for baby!
-I have my phone :] Brand spanking new! Be jealous.
-I get a Christmas phone call.... Na. Just kidding. I don't. BUT, I got the next best thing! Tyler's dad emailed me! I thought he despised me. He never emails me. Haha. I asked him to ask Tyler if my Christmas package came. I sent it in November and I'm really worried it didn't make it. His dad was so nice to me, and he sent me pictures. Mind you these are the first pictures I have gotten since he left 15 months ago. I'll post them at the end.
-I am celebrating the birth of my Savior. What could be more amazing then that?

It's almost 2010, best year ever. Especially the month of October :] Yes Yes Yes! I'm a happy Happy person! I love you all. Hope you have a great Christmas!

This is where Tyler gets to be... Uruguay sunsets. Amazing huh? I am in total awe of that thing! JEALOUS!

You can't see him in this one. He's in the back on the far right hand side. The one with half a head haha.

Oh Tyler Tyler Tyler. Haha. He's on the right :] This is TOTALLY him! Except he's totally got that "missionay side part" going on. That isn't going to last long back home though :]

He's the one on the left this time. He's such a kid!

Him in a rock. Haha. Did you see the photo at the top. We have almost the same photo. :] Great!
9 months left. They better hurry the freak up too! Hehe.

Merry Christmas EVERYONE! :]

Going Private

That's right. I'm going private. I think it's a lot safer. Leave your email in the comments if you want to continue reading this.

Christmas Season

I went shopping today, and realized that the CHRISTmas season is no longer the CHRISTmas season. They now have "end of the year" sales, and "holiday" sales. I have information for you. This season wouldn't exist. I know that there are people out there that celebrate different holidays. I respect that completely. But let's get real. 90% of the population of the United States celebrate Christmas. 8% of the other 10% don't get offended if you say Christmas. And the other 2% can just get over it. I mean really. Instead, we are offending 80% of those who celebrate Christmas by taking the spirit out of it. Christmas isn't about gifts, shopping, and dinner. Christmas is about family and Charity. It is a time to not only remember Christ's birth, but his life.

My mom is the greatest example of all of this. We haven't always had money for Christmas, but my mom always made sure that she helped other people. This year, I've seen her give extra effort to be nice to everyone and to give money to all the little charities. You know when you go to pay for things and they ask if you'd like to donate a dollar for "so and so" charity? My mom doesn't decline. She makes sure that everyone is enjoying the season. She offered to give up our Christmas tree to someone who couldn't afford one for his son. THAT is what the true meaning of Christmas is. That's why when my parents ask what I want for Christmas, every year it gets harder and harder to give them an answer. They do so much for me all year. Why should I get MORE on Christmas? Next year, I might just ask them to donate all the money to the Humane Society or Children's hospital or something. It's hard knowing now that someone I know, someone that came to me upset, someone I cared about, is on the streets now. She's homeless. She's the one begging for the money on the corner. This makes me want to give more. It shows me that those people begging for money, are sometimes legit. They sometimes really do need help and they're not all out there to steal your money and buy alcohol.

Bring Christ back in Christmas. He's the reason for the season. Stop commercializing this holiday, and be with your family and give back to someone who needs it.

Looking back...

On this past year, I'm so not the same person I was at the beginning. I've moved on to bigger and better things. I lost a lot, gained a lot, and held on to a lot. I still have a lot of the same friends, but I dropped those in my life who were not good for me. Some came crawling back at the end of the year, but I'm sticking to what my gut feeling has to say about that. I loved, and lost... twice. I gained a greater appreciation for the Gospel, for people in my life, and for the life that I do have. I have many important people that I still hold onto, going into the year 2010. I realized what's important in life, and I go the chance to meet some amazing roommates. :] Amazing people. Amazing friends. Memorable months:

January: Prairie Pig of my senior year. This was the greatest part of senior year, by far. We won the pig, and schooled them at almost everything. The games were amazing, and I don't think I've screamed so loud in my life. That was the first time I really felt like we truly had the best school around here. My class was all so supportive of eachother, and the school was united. Best Senior year ever.

April: I met Jon. This kid, whether we are together or not now, impacted my life in both positive and negative ways. I finally know how I want to be treated when IN a relationship, and I know what to look out for just in case I DO need to end things. I don't want another situation like that. The next 4 months were amazing, and definitely memorable.

June: Graduation. The end of my senior year. But you know what? Senior year was the greatest year of school I ever had. There was rarely drama, and I did what I wanted to do. I realized how great of friends I had, and who I didn't want to lose.

July-August: Denver. I worked at the best job in the world. Greatest boss, co-workers, pay, hours, and I got to work with animals. I wouldn't have changed this for the world. The postman became my worst enemy. The mailbox my obsession.

September: College. Met the greatest people. Greatest school. And I gained a huge testimony of my religion, and my Savior. This is probably the great month I could have had.

October: I hit my one year mark. It wasn't until about August that I realized who meant the most to me and who I really loved. Tyler had been gone for a year, and I was bound and determined to finally make the decision to wait for him. But, I was still dating.

November: Drew. This kid changed me as well. He taught me what NOT to look for, and that RM's really do want to get married. But he was also a good friend for the time he was there. He listened, I listened, and we hung out all the time. I do miss him actually.

December: I came home, and here I am.

Drama. Nonexistent. Love. Very real. Patience. Learned. Friendship. Important. Life. Amazing.

2010 will be even better. Everything can only get better from here!

Technology hate me.

It does. So a couple weeks ago, I dropped my phone in the toilet (clean) and it worked... until tonight. It randomly shut off a lot, but I could always get it to turn back on. Not anymore. :] So, I was sitting in the ghetto of Spokane without a working phone. Great huh? AnnCheri's was dead, and mine wouldn't turn on. So, needless to say, I'm pissed.

Forgive me?

I'm sorry I haven't written a post in 2 days. I'm not dead. I promise. I drove back home on Wednesday to surprise my sister. It was the best thing ever! She gave me the best reaction. I think about it now, and I laugh. I went and "surprised" AnnCheri, although she already figured it out. I missed it back here. AnnCheri and I went to Applebee's last night, and I bought dinner, but you know what? I don't care. I missed hanging out with her so much. And when I sit here at home alone, I get lonely. I miss my mommy when she's at work. I missed her so much. I missed my warm house that FEELS like a house. I missed having cable. I missed having real food. I miss having all kinds of people being excited for my coming home! I missed EVERYTHING about here. I'm sure I'll start to miss school in like....... The beginning of April. But, I don't think I'll be missing it much. I start online classes on the 5th of January. THAT ought to be fun. I get to snowboard! I might wait until my sister can go though. I want her to go with me. Well, I'm going to pick up the house so my mom can stop stressing out :]

100th Post

I'm going to go off on a tangent? No. I'm going to talk about my great roommates! They deserve the world to know how amazing they are.

Emily: Funniest girl you will ever meet. Total spazz. But you know what? I love her so much. She thinks I think she's helpless, but I know she's not. She just gets this really bad cramp in her legs, and arms, and neck to where she can't move and needs everyone to help her. No big deal. This weekend, we had the best weekend EVER! I didn't hate her once! Crazy huh? We had such a great time even if we did miss our other roommates. She showed off her cleaning skills. I think she is amazingly amazing, and I love her! Even her qwirks. She's going off to UVU, and I will miss her like I miss Tyler... almost that is. :] But, we are going to skype each other all the time. Yes, be jealous.

Carolyn: Quiet, until she gets to know you. Rarely hates anyone. Very sweet and very opinionated. Someone I can trust. This girl is amazing too. I think you all would love her. No one could possibly hate her... if you do, then you need to be put into a crazy house. Got that? She thinks about everyone before herself. AND, she's Lindsey's favorite roommate. Hehe. AND she's pretty much pro at shooting silly string and hiding in curtains. LOVE HER! I will room with her in the Spring too, and you will be jealous of all the awesome fun we have. GET OVER IT :]

Lindsey: Her and I knew eachother from back home, and let's be honest. I didn't exactly like her for a very very long time. It wasn't until Senior year that we hung out a lot. Surprisingly enough, I love this girl too now! We DO have insiders, and her laugh is the funniest thing you will ever hear. She also has a side that not many get to see. :] BUT, I see it. Be jealous. We are so BFF's for the rest of our lives, and I'll miss living with her next semester, but at least we'll still see eachother.


Roommates :] YETH! I don't want to have to say goodbye the them tomorrow. Goodbye has become something that I'm getting really good at. You shouldn't be fluent in those words. Yes, EM will laugh at me, cuz I will cry. No doubt about it. I'm going to miss these people. They showed me something different, something new. And I'm hoping we will stay in contact. Yes, Em, I am a pessimist. I'm sorry. :] I just hate to think that I may lose contact with them. Well, on to a new chapter of life.

Finals...

Yeah, they suck. But guess what? I'm almost done with them. :] BEAT THAT CRAP! MMHMM. I'm missing Tyler though. A lot. I just wish that he was home sometimes. Here lately I've wanted to give up. Doing this really really sucks. And I don't have a lot of support. I think my roommates think I'm crazy, my mom doesn't want me to get my hopes high, I realize that he is a flirter, and I'm sure many girls with want to date him. That's because he's super amazing and all that. I'm just kinda stressing out about it. I don't know. Maybe I should go back to the dating life?

I'll think about it....

Hottest thing on two legs

Taylor.Lautner.

END OF FREAKING STORY.

I want to marry him.

White Glove is of the Devil...

I'm so not even kidding. What the crap is this? Emily and I just spent 10 hours cleaning. And we STILL aren't done. Of course it would probably go faster if we had all the roommates home. But, they can't help that. Plus, I think I would have gotten too overwhelmed and I would have wanted to kill someone. Haha. Emily and I took pictures today. And I'm going to share some with you. Are you ready for this?

Yes, we were licking a tree. Na. Just kidding. But do you see the snow? It snowed ALL DAY :] Yet we were stuck inside cleaning :[

I decided I was thirsty and wanted to lick an icicle from off my car. (Picture deleted because I realized my license plate was there, and I don't know if that's safe.)

Some random girl took this sucky picture of us. But, at least you can see the snow.

My favorite all semester. We both look so pretty. :]

Public To-Do List before semester ends.

American Foundations Homework
English 7 page essay
Life Skills Worksheet
White glove clean check (8 hours of cleaning)
Church
FHE spaghetti dinner
Math final
Textbook buyback
Pack the car, and my stuff
Take to storage unit
Take car for oil change
TA DA!

The Savior's Love

Watch this, and then read. I'll explain it if you don't understand. I haven't felt the Spirit so strong, apart from being in the temple, and getting answers to my prayers. This video is simply the most amazing thing in the world, and I cry. EVERY.SINGLE.TIME. It never fails. Please no negative comments.


This girl starts out with Christ. She is born, and she dances with him, and gets to know Him. Think of this as when you are born. You are the closest thing on earth to your Heavenly Father and your Savior. You just entered the world from the pre-existence. He teaches her about the world, and she figures out how truly amazing the world is. She is lead and guided by her Savior.

Then she meets a guy. This guy is the starting point to her downfall. The black rose is supposed to represent immorality. She falls into that trap and notice that she is no longer in the arms of her Savior, but in the arms of something that she thinks can make her happy. The Savior is standing there, trying to get her to come back.

She then falls into the trap of worldy items, such as money. She has turned her back on the Savior and made getting the money her top priority. You can tell that in the back of her mind, she knows where she should be. She looks quickly at Jesus, but then turns her back on Him again.

She then has completely walked farther and farther away from her Savior and gets caught up in the drinking. Notice that she starts to look miserable.

Along comes a girl who is very worldly and "gorgeous." She calls the original girl fat, and the girl falls into the addiction of bulimia. Christ is no longer in her sight.

Along comes the leader of all misery, sin, and pain. Satan gets her to cut herself, and even think about killing herself all together. Notice that he gives her NO agency. He makes her have no choice. Just like the adversary does.

She then sees the light, and tries to run back to Christ. She had a lot of layers to go through because of all worldy things are pulling her back. Throwing her back. Making her have setbacks. When the black shirt is ripped from her, she is having a major change of heart. She is changing everything in her life. Christ is "pulling" her. He's doing what he can to help her come back. He finally steps in, and takes the beatings, the poundings, and the struggles from her. She is able to finally feel like someone cares, and Christ takes her back into her arms. He takes her into His arms and embraces her.

This video touched me in a way that I couldn't be touched. I know that our Savior died for us, and I know that if we seek Him, He will bear our burdens. There is nothing in this world that we do that we cannot be forgiven of. Our Savior loves us, and He does all He can to pull us back to Him, but in order for Him to step in, we need to do our part. We need to have a change of heart and seek Him out. I know that He lives and that He died so that we can live with our Heavenly Father again. I know that the Atonement is real, and that no matter what happens, we can come back. No matter how weak our testimony is, we can strengthen it more then we can ever imagine. I know that our lives are not always easy, but we can pray to our Heavenly Father, and He will help us through it. I know that if we obey His commandments, we will receive blessings and He will take our afflictions from us. I know that if we stay faithful, we will also receive those blessings. Sometimes you have no idea why you are doing what you're doing, but you know you should be doing it. I also know that our afflictions and struggles only make us stronger. I would not be who I am without the Savior's love, and I only hope that the ones I love can feel the joy I feel with the Gospel. For a long time, I struggled. I struggled with my testimony. I struggled with the teachings of the church. I struggled with living the way I should. But, I turned it around, and I am truly happy. I have finally felt joy in my life, and I strive to never have that taken from me again.

Hope I didn't bore you, but I wanted to share this with everyone. Even if you don't believe. Maybe this will touch you in at least the smallest ways. Remember that you are never alone. Your Heavenly Father and Savior are there when you feel alone. When you have questions. When you have doubts. When you don't know if you're doing the right thing. They are there, and they always will be.

Funniest Elves EVER!

I decided to do these with my roommates, and it made my day! ENJOY! And thanks mom :]

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Chuck!

I talked to him tonight. Oh how I missed him! He's like a big brother to me and I love him so freaking much.

Him and I talked about his life, and how much a a fag "Joe" is, and how much he wants to kick his butt. Then I told him if I can find him a job, he has to move back to Post Falls. He misses it there, and I think him and AnnCheri need to get married :] That's just me though. I was in Utah, and didn't call him to see him. He was in Idaho Falls, and didn't call me to see me. Ugh.

He is the coolest big brother out there and I miss his freaking face off.

In other news... Most of my homework is done for the semester. Can you say PWN'D?!? (p-oh-n-d)

That's it! I'm raging!

For anonymity's sake, let's call this guy from my ward back home "Joe." Now, Joe has been a complete player/jackazz since the day I met him, but it has never ceased to amaze me how girls, including me, have fallen for his little freaking games over and over again. He's hurt many girls, and has scarred me for a long time. I can honestly say that this guy, I hate. I don't use that word often. It's a word of severe emotion on the negative side of things. Well, Joe has always tried to ruin my relationships. He's tried starting rumors about me, telling me my boyfriend has cheated, and tonight he texts me. Here's how it went.

Joe: Hey, so. I talked to Tyler.
Me: That's B.S. so don't try it.
Joe: No, Daniel and me have his address and I wrote him. So shove it.
Me: Too bad it take 2 months to get a letter back, AT LEAST. I'm not stupid.
Joe: Well maybe it just takes that long for you because he doesn't like you?
Me: Nope. That's total and complete bull. So, don't even try it.
Joe: I will try whatever I want.
Me: You're an idiot.
Joe: Well Thanks.

I ended the texting conversation right then and there because otherwise, the words that were going to come out of my mouth were going to be not so good. I am absolutely raging at the moment. He is so lucky I am not home. When I get home, I'm telling him like it is. I'm sick of everyone thinking he's the perfect little Mormon boy. Well let me tell you something. Put a video tape in his car on a Friday night and see if he's that perfect little Mormon boy you all think he is. He is the dirtiest man whore (pardon my language) I have ever seen in my life. I hope he totally gets his butt chewed one day. His parents, and the whole freaking ward think he's so flipping amazing. Guess what?!? You have NO idea what he has done to many girls in our ward, and outside our ward. He's dirty and disgusting, and I hope to honestly never see him again. He's desperate and the whole ward needs to stop thinking he is who he isn't. OPEN UP YOUR EYES PEOPLE! It's obvious if you guys would stop being so flipping blind! Sick of it. Something needs to be done. If no one else will do it, I will. Everyone is so afraid of him, his family, and his family friends. Guess what? They aren't high and mighty and they can't do crap either. Stop hiding in the corner and realize what he really is. Will you?!? I swear if he messes anything up with me and Tyler, all hell will break loose and it will be one. He forgets that I can play his little game 10 times better. I've tried to love him like my brother, and like a Son of God, but I'm done with this crap.

Now to think of what makes me happy!

That boy RIGHT THERE makes me happy. Tyler Smith puts a smile on my face even in Uruguay. Yeah that's right "Joe." TAKE THAT AND SHOVE IT!

This girl right here. She never leaves my side, and knows me better then anyone (other then my parents.) See these girls here? These are my amazing roommates. I wouldn't trade them for the world. They make me laugh even when I'm super pissed off.
And I saved the best for last! This lady right here is my mother. She is the greatest thing in my life, and my biggest support system. Without her, I think I'd go crazy! My dad as well. I have been blessed with the greatest parents, and I wouldn't ask for anything more. They are amazing and they did such a good job in raising me. If I didn't have them, I wouldn't be who I am now.

I ranted because otherwise, I was going to truly flip out. Thanks for listening!

Dislike

Negative temperatures, no money, and stress.

End.Of.Story

Stressed to the max.

Probably a good idea for me NOT to blog tonight and continue on homework. sorry for letting you all down. :] Here... We'll play a little game. Post here something you wish you could tell someone, but can't. Do it. Go go go. :] It's good to get it out, even if you can't tell that one person!

A night in the Hot Springs.

My roommates and I (minus Lindsey, plus Caty.) decided to go to the hot springs today. It was Em, me, Carolyn, Caty, Brock and his friend. I must say it was a load of fun. :] Wet, and warm and fun. I haven't been swimming in a very long time, and it was freezing here, so it was nice to get into warm water. On our way back to the car, our hair froze and it was a 20 second walk. Seriously. And this dog attacked us. I had to drive on a snow covered dirt road, that was fun, but in a parking lot, I pulled the E-brake and made us spin hehe. ;]

I'm going to get ready for bed. Seriously. I have a headache still. Testimony bearing time tomorrow ;]

MG Night

I had the greatest night in a long time. I went and hung out with a couple girls that can really bring up my mood. We ate spaghetti and attempted to watch "Elf." (Which, I still have not watched all the way through.) Jayme called me and said she was meeting up with us, and once she walked it, we shut the movie off so that we could talk some more. You would think that girls like us who are "writing our best friends" would talk only about them. But you are so wrong. We talked about EVERYTHING. And I mean EVERYTHING ranging from medical issues, to the gospel, to other girls, to life in general. We even talked about stuff I wouldn't dare mention on this blog. And yes MBP, we did talk about you. Those girls are so amazing. And what would I do without them? I don't know. I wouldn't have anyone who fully understands. My roommates listen, sure. But, I don't think they completely 100% understand all the time. It's so nice to have girls who do understand though.

I came home and now we're watching "P.S. I love you." But I don't think I'm gonna stay and watch it. I think I'm gonna shower, and go to bed. I'm super tired. And I'm getting up to go to the temple tomorrow and going to go work out with one of the girls at 3.

1 week, 5 days left here in the burg until I'm home! Yes!

To Carissa: Return Missionary ;]

Night all. Love you :]

Blogging Rut.

I honestly have no idea what to talk about today. I'm in a complete rut at that moment. So let's talk about......



The New Moon release :]
The New Moon release date is March 24th.
On March 24th at midnight you will find me strolling into the Post Falls Walmart and running to the nearest movie rack to find the amazing 2 disc special edition. You will also find me at 12:10 am in my living room watching the movie over and over and over. I probably will not sleep that day. If AnnCheri is also MIA, I will have kidnapped her and we may be seen driving across the Washington border on our way to Forks, WA. Yes, I will admit, I think I'm obsessed again.



I may be seen wearing my Jacob shirt with jeans, driving a black car. So, there ya go. If I go missing, that's what you can tell the people looking for me. Just drive to Forks and you will be able to join me while I take a bazillion photos of the "Welcome to Forks" sign.
(Eclipse trailer is set to be released sometime this month.)


I've decided that before I die, I will see Taylor Lautner. AT LEAST see him. I want to go to a world premiere of either Eclipse, or Breaking Dawn as well. Does anyone know how to do this? I wanna go so freaking bad.

I saw something online the other day where Taylor was talking about how crazy "Twilight Moms" can be. I guess one lady tried to steal a life size cutout of him from a store. What cougars aye? I hate to say it, but my mom is a "Twilight Mom" but she's not crazy like that. Although she does have to tell herself that to her, Jacob is a only a baby. But, who wouldn't have to do that when you see a sexy man like that on the screen. I think I stop breathing EVERYTIME I see him now. I only wish that I had my own. Oh wait, I kinda do. And mine looks pretty dang sexy in that white shirt and tie with a black name tag. Don't ya think?

I have so many people bashing on me about my friendship and follower with Mormon Bachelor Pad. You know what? They are the coolest guys alive, and one day, My facebook chat will work and I will be able to carry on a full conversation. The way I look at it, the girls in their lives are totally asking for it by the way they throw themselves at them. :] I don't think anything less of Calvin or Jake for that at all. In fact, it makes me like them even more that they don't pretend to be who they aren't and they don't try to be Peter Priesthood. I say that these boys are respectful, and worthy. But they also know how to be boys. You can't condemn them for that in anyway, shape or form. Get over it. :]

Busy Bee Lauren is another one. Get off her back people. It's HER blog, and if she wants to not be a perfect little girl like you all are imagining her to be, then let it happen. I personally think she has the best blog ever (apart from MBP) and I will always continue to support her as well. You're all just jealous because she has so many people that adore her blog, and you, do not :]

For all those who said that I should do an interview with MBP, that's BBL's job. She does that monthly. Maybe if you're really nice I may be able to get a short one done with them, if they ever want to talk to me. Right boys? But, I might be able to do it.

If you read my blog, please post a button, and tell your friends. :] Thank you so so much.

Last item of business. Here's a list of movies that I want to see in the next couple months.
-Remember Me. March 12, 2010
-ECLIPSE! DUH! June 30, 2010
-Dear John. February 5, 2010
-Valentine's Day. February 12, 2010

I will be at the FIRST showing for each of these movies. Yes. Be jealous. Be very jealous. :]

Well, that's all for now. TTFN. ♥
P.S. I love the following picture... a lot.

What The...?

What's a booty pop? Well, you should ask Emily! She did a perfect one. It was quite the big booty girl in a club pop! She made her butt look about 500 times bigger and got low! Dang girl! Didn't know you could get that low. You know what's funny about a booty pop? They are the weirdest looking things in the world, but guys love them. Just like booty's. Seriously. My roommates and I were talking about that yesterday. We don't think butts are cute, but guys like to pinch, slap and stare at them. What is that about? I read a post today about someone's boyfriend giving her a wedgie and then kissing her butt muscle. This girl IS LDS! I cracked up. If someone did that to me, I'd probably slap them. Guys have the weirdest obsessions in my mind. I'm not going to get into some of that though because I have people that read this that might have a heart attack if they hear it coming from me. I just don't get it.

Guys, please explain some of your obsessions to me and all the other readers. Please, enlighten us.

Winter Wonderland.

It is snowing! Well, not really. It did snow though. We went out to the car to do some shopping (since we were totally bone dry out of food) and my roommates were EXCITED to scrape the ice off the windows. That's right. They were EXCITED. Who the heck gets excited to freeze your hands off and get snow all over yourself? I totally found it hilarious. I liked watching Emily scrape it all of inch by inch. It would have taken hours if I wouldn't have shown her how the Pro Post Fallsian does it. They were amazed how pro I was at that! My doors were frozen shut too.

Driving to the store was a nightmare. You'd laugh at the sight of a little ice on the roads. No one goes over 2 MPH at all here. Once we finally got all of our shopping done, it really WAS slick though. My car said "low trac" the whole way home, and I was tempted to take the roomies from Arizona on their first ice doughnuts run :]

We got a Christmas Tree! And Lights! The pics are above :]

Time for bed! Night.