So today, I fell off my bed. And my finger hit the heater, and now, it's swollen and it hurts...bad. :/ I hope it's just sprained. I had so much stuff to do today, and I have a temple trip at 6 am. I wasn't gonna go, but I know I'll have a much better day if I do get up and go :]
I got asked on a date tonight. Just thought you'd all like to know. His name is Drew, and he's in my American Foundations Study Group. RM. From Boise. He went to Canada on his mission.. Uh, I dont know what else to tell you. This other boy asked me too. His name is Jeff, in my FHE group, but, I'm going on a date to be nice. He's asked a couple girls out around here. He's a little slow. I'm just gonna go have ice cream with him. But just cuz I'm nice.
So today it was like FREEZING outside. And rainy. and gross. :/
So here's my LONG distance driving schedule:
Friday the 2nd: PROVO and SALT LAKE. about 3 hours from here. We'll be coming back Sunday. I'm gonna have Chick-fil-A :]
Thursday the 8th: Lindsey and I are going to Pocatello to see our Young womans leader from home.It's about 1 hour away. We are getting our work from our last class so we can leave from our second class and be there by 3. DONT WORRY MOM AND DAD. I wouldn't miss a class if I couldn't. I'm more responsible then that. I'm gonna turn in work that's due that day, early. Don't freak.
Thursday the 21st: BLACKFOOT for the concert! AHHHHH! IM SO EXCITED. That too is about an hourish! Yay!
I.love.life.
And BTW, Alan and Sheryl. I don't forget about you. I just don't think when I'm postig these things. :]
I gotta sleep. Nite.
ILY.
P.s. ITS TYLERS HALFWAY MARK TODAY!!!!!!!! 1 YEAR DOWN, ONE TO GO! Im so freaking excited and Im so proud of that boy!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVER!
Wow oh wow! I had the greatest birthday ever. I wake up, and I walk out to the living room, and my neighbors had done this to my windows and door....


And then, I go into the bathroom, and this is on the mirror from Emily...

After all of this, I went to class. When I came home, I went to walk through the door, and my roomies were like "NO! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED IN HERE YET!!!" So I totally stood outside talking to my mom on the phone for like 20 minutes. I walk in, and this is what I see...





AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I LOVE MY ROOMMATES SO FREAKING MUCH!!!
My mommy had these sent to my dorm:

And my Daddy had this sent to my dorm:


And no, I havent eaten it yet. Why? My roommates got me Reese's so I had lots of those, and my neighbors made me a homemade cake with homemade icing, so, I ate theres. I'll break into this one tomorrow. PLUS, I made a fun-fetti cake last night haha. So much cake!
We went to Craigo's. It's this pizza/pasta/salad buffet. And I'd say it's pretty much AMAZING! Carolyn Got me a "devil" halloween constume, A BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD, and a card. A cute one at that. Her boyfriend got me a card too. I also got a gift card from my Grandma and Grandpa, and I believe my mom and dad got me a snowboarding season pass! HECK YES! Guess what else? I BOUGHT CONCERT TICKETS!!!! WE ARE GOING ON THE 21st OF OCTOBER! Boys Like Girls, The Maine, and Cobra Starship! AHHHH! Im so so so excited right now. AND, NO ONE FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY! I got calls, texts, and sooo many facebook wall posts. Even my bishop and Dorm advisor remembered! Haha. My ex remembered, all my friends remembered, well, apart from Shanna. AND UGH! Its such a good day. And now it has to come to an end. LAME! We went to go to a movie, and they didnt have it playing. So we came home, and we watched "Taken" I love that movie too :] Thanks goes out to Everyone who gave me birthday wishes, gifts, and everything. You guys made this birthday amazing. For crying out loud, my UNCLE called me. HE NEVER CALLS ME! :] I love my family and friends. Well, I need to go take a shower, but here are some more pictures. :]

I found this photo hilarious. Carolyn wrapped my presents with newspaper, and made a bow from paper and her gum! She didn't have tape, so she used gum.


This is her boyfriend, Brock. What a freak huh? haha.
P.S. I talked to Jon tonight. And, well, yeah. I miss him, a lot. He broke up with his girlfriend cuz he told her that she wasn't me, never would be, and he could never love her like he loved me. :/ That made me feel really bad since I found out that his girlfriend was a friend of ours. She really liked him. Like, a lot. So, I felt really really bad. And I miss him. I told him that we'd see what happens in December, we'll try to be friends. If it's meant to be, It will happen. But, he said he wasn't going to give up drinking completely, but, really, I won't deal with that. Then he pulled the "Your dad drinks." I said "I know he does, but I would never date my dad, and I don't agree with what he does. Plus, my dad isn't an alcoholic. And I love my dad, and he's successful, and he's older, and mature, and has his life in order." And they later when I told him that if he ever wanted to come back, the missionaries would help again, he said "God will come get me when it's time." I got pretty pissed at that comment. I'm not gonna lie. I was like "God doesn't come to you, you go to him." I wanted to say more, but yeah. And Bill texted me AGAIN! He doesn't get it. If I don't respond for 2 weeks, it's about time to stop :] I don't wanna talk to him. Jeez! But, I had calls from ppl I rarely talk to today, and I'm not gonna let those dumb people ruin my mood. I love my life. I love college. I love my family. And I love all my wonderful friends. AHHHH!
Shower and nighty night time. Love you guys.
And then, I go into the bathroom, and this is on the mirror from Emily...
After all of this, I went to class. When I came home, I went to walk through the door, and my roomies were like "NO! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED IN HERE YET!!!" So I totally stood outside talking to my mom on the phone for like 20 minutes. I walk in, and this is what I see...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I LOVE MY ROOMMATES SO FREAKING MUCH!!!
My mommy had these sent to my dorm:
And my Daddy had this sent to my dorm:
And no, I havent eaten it yet. Why? My roommates got me Reese's so I had lots of those, and my neighbors made me a homemade cake with homemade icing, so, I ate theres. I'll break into this one tomorrow. PLUS, I made a fun-fetti cake last night haha. So much cake!
We went to Craigo's. It's this pizza/pasta/salad buffet. And I'd say it's pretty much AMAZING! Carolyn Got me a "devil" halloween constume, A BOYS LIKE GIRLS CD, and a card. A cute one at that. Her boyfriend got me a card too. I also got a gift card from my Grandma and Grandpa, and I believe my mom and dad got me a snowboarding season pass! HECK YES! Guess what else? I BOUGHT CONCERT TICKETS!!!! WE ARE GOING ON THE 21st OF OCTOBER! Boys Like Girls, The Maine, and Cobra Starship! AHHHH! Im so so so excited right now. AND, NO ONE FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY! I got calls, texts, and sooo many facebook wall posts. Even my bishop and Dorm advisor remembered! Haha. My ex remembered, all my friends remembered, well, apart from Shanna. AND UGH! Its such a good day. And now it has to come to an end. LAME! We went to go to a movie, and they didnt have it playing. So we came home, and we watched "Taken" I love that movie too :] Thanks goes out to Everyone who gave me birthday wishes, gifts, and everything. You guys made this birthday amazing. For crying out loud, my UNCLE called me. HE NEVER CALLS ME! :] I love my family and friends. Well, I need to go take a shower, but here are some more pictures. :]
I found this photo hilarious. Carolyn wrapped my presents with newspaper, and made a bow from paper and her gum! She didn't have tape, so she used gum.
This is her boyfriend, Brock. What a freak huh? haha.
P.S. I talked to Jon tonight. And, well, yeah. I miss him, a lot. He broke up with his girlfriend cuz he told her that she wasn't me, never would be, and he could never love her like he loved me. :/ That made me feel really bad since I found out that his girlfriend was a friend of ours. She really liked him. Like, a lot. So, I felt really really bad. And I miss him. I told him that we'd see what happens in December, we'll try to be friends. If it's meant to be, It will happen. But, he said he wasn't going to give up drinking completely, but, really, I won't deal with that. Then he pulled the "Your dad drinks." I said "I know he does, but I would never date my dad, and I don't agree with what he does. Plus, my dad isn't an alcoholic. And I love my dad, and he's successful, and he's older, and mature, and has his life in order." And they later when I told him that if he ever wanted to come back, the missionaries would help again, he said "God will come get me when it's time." I got pretty pissed at that comment. I'm not gonna lie. I was like "God doesn't come to you, you go to him." I wanted to say more, but yeah. And Bill texted me AGAIN! He doesn't get it. If I don't respond for 2 weeks, it's about time to stop :] I don't wanna talk to him. Jeez! But, I had calls from ppl I rarely talk to today, and I'm not gonna let those dumb people ruin my mood. I love my life. I love college. I love my family. And I love all my wonderful friends. AHHHH!
Shower and nighty night time. Love you guys.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Day before my 18th birthday...
and I'm doing a whole freaking butt load of homework. :/ Go figure. I also had to clean my dorm and make cake for FHE tonight. UGH. I have 2 really cute boys in my group. WHY AM I SO BOY CRAZY?!? Serious. Tomorrow I guess we're all going to Craigo's for pizza, and then to a movie. Provo this weekend. Although Shanna is pissing me off and can't promise me anything right now. Yeah. Pretty angry. I'll probably go see Sister Hardy the weekend after, and Carolyn and Emily want to split everything for us to travel to Salt Lake again to go to a concert the 18th. I don't know if I wanna go. My car can't keep being driven. And I know my parents are going to be pissed and not want me to go. My car just hit 100,000 miles on our trip to Yellowstone. And I don't know if I even wanna go. :/ My mom wants to come visit me. Maybe then can catch a bus, and My mommy can come see me. :] I miss her, and I get the luxury of her coming to see me cuz she's not that far away. Today I went to classes. NO. WAY. haha. My day is pretty much the same every single day. I need to get off and take a test. So, I'll blog all tomorrow. :] Nighty Night.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Yellowstone, TAKE 2
Yes Yes. I went to Yellowstone, again. :] This time I went with 6 other people. It was quite interesting actually, even if Emily hated it. hehe. We had a picnic too. Let me show you some pictures.





Oh, and here's photos from the dance from last night.


I also watched Mulan Rouge tonight. Sad Sad movie.
And our neighbor from downstairs told us that we were being too loud for the last week. UHHH. No. Any movement we make, goes to her apartment. Go go stick that in your juice box and suck it.
Let see...
OH Lindsey's mom is here this weekend. Yay. Not. She's going to church with us tomorrow. We'll make lots and lots of friends. I THINK NOT. UGH. Wow. This will be lameeeeeeee... And Tyler's sister is here too. Fun Fun :]
I'm sleeping on my mattress on my roomies floor in their room. So, night.
Love you all.
Oh, and here's photos from the dance from last night.
I also watched Mulan Rouge tonight. Sad Sad movie.
And our neighbor from downstairs told us that we were being too loud for the last week. UHHH. No. Any movement we make, goes to her apartment. Go go stick that in your juice box and suck it.
Let see...
OH Lindsey's mom is here this weekend. Yay. Not. She's going to church with us tomorrow. We'll make lots and lots of friends. I THINK NOT. UGH. Wow. This will be lameeeeeeee... And Tyler's sister is here too. Fun Fun :]
I'm sleeping on my mattress on my roomies floor in their room. So, night.
Love you all.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Continued....
Okay, well, I have nothing better to do, other then go to bed. So here's the step by step process of my day.
First off, Why do I have a headache? Why is my body doing weird things? Why does my face medicine dry my face out, but doesn't cure my "acne?" Why doesn't ANY of it work? I don't get it. Really. I don't know why none of this medicine crap works. Aren't doctors supposed to fix you? My face is always really dry, and chapped, except for the spots that have lots of zits everywhere. My foot hurts every friggin day. It feels broken, but this has been acting up for a long time. I went to the doctor, and they came up with nothing. My body is doing weird things. I'm on all these stupid prescriptions that seem to be doing NOTHING.
THEN, this guy who I have known for a long time, and I thought was my friend, told me my friend was prettier then me. Wow. I called him a fag. Actually no. I used a different word, but I think my parents would freak if they heard the word I called him. Stupid idiot.
POSITIVITY AUTUMN POSITIVITY.
Okay, I went to a dance party tonight. It was.....interesting. I guess that's where all the mormon people go when they want to get "dirty and show off their ankles." Yeah. Interesting place. Although, it didnt scare me. I just didn't know that existed here in Rexburg. Then I came home, and went to a birthday party for my neighbor. They were playing a game, and I was confused, so I didn't play. When my roommates came home, they wanted me to come and watch a movie. So, I did. We watched "Bring It On." Just for a little bit, because we had to make it home by curfew. I don't know what is planned for tomorrow. I'm going to text one of the bazillion ppl I have in my phone from here and see what they are doing. I'm sick of not going outside my circle. Time to make my own friends and stop depending on everyone else to find them for me. I need to act like I did back home. I was friends with everyone. I never had a dull moment. Funny thing is, through all this, I don't want to go home. I like it here. I actually enjoy classes, apart from Life Skills. DUMBEST CLASS EVER. Really.
I can't wait to go to Provo next weekend. I get to see Shanna! Oh, and that boy that said that my friend was cuter. SCREW THAT! I do not want to see him. Some friend that butthead is. :] Nice words.
So I guess Bill has been texting Ann-Cheri and says he's going back home. There's no reason for him to stay if I won't talk to him. It's all true. I havent even texted back, or called in a long time. Plus, he sends me friend requests on facebook, and I deny them. It's like "I dont want to have contact with you, all you bring me is drama. So, leave me alone." I'm glad he finally is getting that. Jon on the other hand, has a girlfriend. Surprisingly, I'm jealous. Not because he HAS a girlfriend. I think it's because I have a very strong competitive side, and, well, I want to be better then any girl. But, here's my thought process....
1) He's way immature for me.
2) I was obviously better. He went crazy over me...literally.
3) I know he misses me..
4) I broke up with him.
5) If we were meant to be, we'd still be together.
Whatever. He runs his own life. If he enjoys his alcoholic, stupid choice, other problems, self, then he can continue. He's so stupid. He remembers how the church made him feel.
My sister called me today and told me someone was killed at Ramsey Park. Bill and Ross live there. I FREAKED. I was actually going to track down their numbers and call. But, I got online to check it out, and it turns out an 81 year old man committed suicide. I was able to breathe a sigh of relief then. Yes I was worried for them. Just because I ended contact with them, doesnt mean I don't care.
Sheryl, just a side note, I hope you get to feeling better and I'm glad the surgery went well.
My baby cousins seem to be doing better. Still alive. Lukas had heart surgery today. Came out of it okay I guess. They could still use your prayers.
Post Falls won their homecoming. THANK GOODNESS. I remember last year. We lost. Nice senior homecoming huh? OH, and Post Falls Soccer Team beat CDA, first time in like 100000000000000 years. They seem to be getting better.
Tomorrow I'll add the 80's pictures. My roomies totally decked me out. Haha. Yeah Yeah. Well, I need to sleep. Lindsey isn't home, so I'll get some sleep.
Oh, I'll do this for Grandma Marci. I talked to her again TODAY. She always has interesting stories to tell me. :]
Mom, Dad, Shania, I LOVE YOU! MISS YOU TONS AND TONS. MWAH!
Mom, thanks for trying to make me feel better. I don't want to come home, and I'll get over it. I'm just sick of all this at the moment. I'll be okay tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 3 DAYS :]
Night all.
First off, Why do I have a headache? Why is my body doing weird things? Why does my face medicine dry my face out, but doesn't cure my "acne?" Why doesn't ANY of it work? I don't get it. Really. I don't know why none of this medicine crap works. Aren't doctors supposed to fix you? My face is always really dry, and chapped, except for the spots that have lots of zits everywhere. My foot hurts every friggin day. It feels broken, but this has been acting up for a long time. I went to the doctor, and they came up with nothing. My body is doing weird things. I'm on all these stupid prescriptions that seem to be doing NOTHING.
THEN, this guy who I have known for a long time, and I thought was my friend, told me my friend was prettier then me. Wow. I called him a fag. Actually no. I used a different word, but I think my parents would freak if they heard the word I called him. Stupid idiot.
POSITIVITY AUTUMN POSITIVITY.
Okay, I went to a dance party tonight. It was.....interesting. I guess that's where all the mormon people go when they want to get "dirty and show off their ankles." Yeah. Interesting place. Although, it didnt scare me. I just didn't know that existed here in Rexburg. Then I came home, and went to a birthday party for my neighbor. They were playing a game, and I was confused, so I didn't play. When my roommates came home, they wanted me to come and watch a movie. So, I did. We watched "Bring It On." Just for a little bit, because we had to make it home by curfew. I don't know what is planned for tomorrow. I'm going to text one of the bazillion ppl I have in my phone from here and see what they are doing. I'm sick of not going outside my circle. Time to make my own friends and stop depending on everyone else to find them for me. I need to act like I did back home. I was friends with everyone. I never had a dull moment. Funny thing is, through all this, I don't want to go home. I like it here. I actually enjoy classes, apart from Life Skills. DUMBEST CLASS EVER. Really.
I can't wait to go to Provo next weekend. I get to see Shanna! Oh, and that boy that said that my friend was cuter. SCREW THAT! I do not want to see him. Some friend that butthead is. :] Nice words.
So I guess Bill has been texting Ann-Cheri and says he's going back home. There's no reason for him to stay if I won't talk to him. It's all true. I havent even texted back, or called in a long time. Plus, he sends me friend requests on facebook, and I deny them. It's like "I dont want to have contact with you, all you bring me is drama. So, leave me alone." I'm glad he finally is getting that. Jon on the other hand, has a girlfriend. Surprisingly, I'm jealous. Not because he HAS a girlfriend. I think it's because I have a very strong competitive side, and, well, I want to be better then any girl. But, here's my thought process....
1) He's way immature for me.
2) I was obviously better. He went crazy over me...literally.
3) I know he misses me..
4) I broke up with him.
5) If we were meant to be, we'd still be together.
Whatever. He runs his own life. If he enjoys his alcoholic, stupid choice, other problems, self, then he can continue. He's so stupid. He remembers how the church made him feel.
My sister called me today and told me someone was killed at Ramsey Park. Bill and Ross live there. I FREAKED. I was actually going to track down their numbers and call. But, I got online to check it out, and it turns out an 81 year old man committed suicide. I was able to breathe a sigh of relief then. Yes I was worried for them. Just because I ended contact with them, doesnt mean I don't care.
Sheryl, just a side note, I hope you get to feeling better and I'm glad the surgery went well.
My baby cousins seem to be doing better. Still alive. Lukas had heart surgery today. Came out of it okay I guess. They could still use your prayers.
Post Falls won their homecoming. THANK GOODNESS. I remember last year. We lost. Nice senior homecoming huh? OH, and Post Falls Soccer Team beat CDA, first time in like 100000000000000 years. They seem to be getting better.
Tomorrow I'll add the 80's pictures. My roomies totally decked me out. Haha. Yeah Yeah. Well, I need to sleep. Lindsey isn't home, so I'll get some sleep.
Oh, I'll do this for Grandma Marci. I talked to her again TODAY. She always has interesting stories to tell me. :]
Mom, Dad, Shania, I LOVE YOU! MISS YOU TONS AND TONS. MWAH!
Mom, thanks for trying to make me feel better. I don't want to come home, and I'll get over it. I'm just sick of all this at the moment. I'll be okay tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 3 DAYS :]
Night all.
Long and Rough Day
It's been a long night. I went to a dance party, a birthday party, and a movie. That's about it. I'll blog more tomorrow. I'm really tired. Night. Love you all. Sorry about the short blog. Maybe I'll blog later tonight.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Just got news that makes my heart sink...
Well, Lukas, my baby cousin, is having a hard time breathing. His oxygen levels are currently set to 100% They are waiting for a doctor, and they will see where he is at in the morning. I am going to be praying hard. He has made it so far, and as you can tell, he is a little miracle baby. He's a fighter. And I know that through faith, the Lord will do what is needed. We need to trust in the Lord's will. I love Jacob and Lacie for their strength through all this. I don't know how they do it. I really don't. I love you guys.
As for my day... I went to class! YAY! Normal right? haha. Well, I went to all my classes, came home, and found Emily's study group in my living room. And DANG are they hot. Haha. But, no. I then went with Emily to the math lab. My math class requires it twice a week, for a minimum of 30 minutes total. Then, I went to my last class, which, I must point out, is a total bore. And I feel like it's a waste of my time. I found out it's not even required for my scholarship. It's the most disorganized class ever. I hate it. GRRR. I've even tried the "positive attitude thing" It doesnt seem to be working. Anyways, I then went and took a test that took me like, 20 minutes, tops. My mom was like "You couldn't have taken a test already." Haha. Yes, I could. Trust me. I don't know how i did though. I went and watched 17 again in the boys lounge. I'm pretty sick of not having friends. Really. I am. BUT it's my neighbors birthday tomorrow and their partying it up. And then, theres a dance in downtown Rex that I'm gonna go to I think.
UGH. MY KEYBOARD IS BROKEN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
Stupid thing. Time to restore, again.
OH, I talked to my great grandma 3 times today. Coolio huh?
Alright, well, I have to fix my computer. Night.
As for my day... I went to class! YAY! Normal right? haha. Well, I went to all my classes, came home, and found Emily's study group in my living room. And DANG are they hot. Haha. But, no. I then went with Emily to the math lab. My math class requires it twice a week, for a minimum of 30 minutes total. Then, I went to my last class, which, I must point out, is a total bore. And I feel like it's a waste of my time. I found out it's not even required for my scholarship. It's the most disorganized class ever. I hate it. GRRR. I've even tried the "positive attitude thing" It doesnt seem to be working. Anyways, I then went and took a test that took me like, 20 minutes, tops. My mom was like "You couldn't have taken a test already." Haha. Yes, I could. Trust me. I don't know how i did though. I went and watched 17 again in the boys lounge. I'm pretty sick of not having friends. Really. I am. BUT it's my neighbors birthday tomorrow and their partying it up. And then, theres a dance in downtown Rex that I'm gonna go to I think.
UGH. MY KEYBOARD IS BROKEN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
Stupid thing. Time to restore, again.
OH, I talked to my great grandma 3 times today. Coolio huh?
Alright, well, I have to fix my computer. Night.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
To Play or Not to Play






Now that that's done.. who wants to hear about my day? I pretty sure most of you are getting sick of this, but I know my dad, Sheryl, and my mommy read this everyday. So, today, I went to class... NO WAY. I also found out that I am NOT playing soccer. There's no room on the teams. So instead, I'm going to go to the gym with my roommates. :]
Tonight was our first clean check. We passed. They didn't even look at anything. AT ALL. Haha. We also used my "starving students card" for the first time tonight. We went and bought Lil Ceasers and got free "crazy bread." Thank Dad. :] I love you. Well, I honestly had a pretty lame day, so, I'll let you guys stop wasting your time today. :] Comment the pics if you want me to feel special. OH! I'm gonna do this really cool photo for Carolyn and Emily. It's gonna be so cool.. It's gonna look like this:
But with the temple I think, and their girls :]
I bet I can get it. It will just take lots of shots to get it perfect.
I'm kinda excited. LOVE YOU!
NIGHT.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Can I draw on your face?
Today: Wake up at 9:15, wash my face, see a note that says "The high is 76 today. Have a great day. See you at devotional. Love, Em." (Emily the Weather Woman), do my hair, got dressed, and went to class. Well, I got my new phone after class, and went to devotional i love you autumn. and i think your amaizng and i'm going to miss you soooo bad. please still be my friend or else i'd die. seriously. love-em Emily just wrote in my blog. I love you too Emily, and I promise I will still make time for you. I promise, I couldnt leave you! You're my best friend ever! But anyways. I went to devotional with Em and Carolyn. And then I got a call from this really hot guy in my FHE group. He said "See Autumn, I told you I'd call you." I said "You did?" He said "Yes, but the bishop wants to see you at 6pm." So I went and saw the bishop, and I got a calling. "FHE group leader" AKA. FHE Mom. Oh boy! AND I got talked into playing soccer for the University today. :/ They need a forward. So, I'm playing. Practices are Monday and Wednesday 5:30-7. And then I have homework, and a calling. I'm so gonna be exhausted. I shouldn't have signed up for all this. Blah! But, I guess there's a reason for all this right? Yes Yes. I'm having AnnCheri get on Myspace and send me pictures of Tyler so Emily can see him. BYU-Idaho blocks myspace :/ Sad huh? I know right? Well, I really really really need to get to bed! I love you guys. Every single one of you! I miss you all, and can't wait to see you all. <3 Night.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Better Day
Finally. I had a better day. But, I do have a stupid Math Test tomorrow. Oh well, like it will really be hard. Ha. Not. Today I found out that my little baby cousins had an okay day. I guess Lukas had a bad first part. They found that some of his lungs were cloudy, but from what I read, they are doing a little better. I really hope they make it. They're little fighters.
My screen on my phone broke off today. But, my daddy is getting me a new one. It should be here tomorrow or Wednesday. I'm excited. Maybe then I can see my screen.
I talked to my sister tonight. That child is amazing. Now she's beehive president. I was never beehive president. I'm so amazingly proud of her. I'm gonna have to send her some stuff. I already promised I would since she scored twice in one of her games on Saturday. I miss watching her kick butt at soccer. UGH. I miss her. Shania, how bout I come kidnap you, and you can live here in the dorm with me, in my closet? Sound like a plan? I'd even feed you. Oh, FYI mom. NO ONE held my hand haha. You totally missed that whole thing. But I love you anyways. I told my roomies about the frog in the boiling pot of water. They asked cuz they saw it in your letter. That made them laugh.
I'm so proud of myself. I continue to get my homework done. Even if that does mean staying up like, super duper late. :/ I was totally falling asleep today in class. Luckily, I'm getting in bed earlier then usual, so I should be okay. I feel fat though. I need to stop eating, and start going to the gym. Like I have time. Yeah right. There is never a dull moment here. Tonight we had FHE at our house, so that meant cleaning. Plus, I made dinner for my roomies. Carolyn made brownies. Our FHE family is pretty cool. They are all locals, and WAY older then us. One is engaged. But hey, they are still really cool people. Lindsey actually stayed home most of the night. It was nice to see her. I like when she is home. :] She's loads of fun. I did my laundry, and also cleaned my room. Jeez, I'm on a roll today. :]
Emily and Carolyn came in and laid on my bed, and Carolyn did Emily's hair. Its very very sexy. She is so going to get guys with this....Cute right :]
My birthday is pretty much in like, IDK, 7 days? I'm super excited. I don't know what I'm doing though. Probably homework haha. That's about all the exciting stuff for today. OH. Bill texted me and said Happy Birthday. I'm like..No. Not my birthday. Didnt text him back. He sent another telling me to listen to his voicemail and at least act like he existed, I still didnt text him back. Then he texted and said he was fine with friends. I still didnt text back. Then I listened to his voicemail saying how he misses me. Didn't call him back. I know this sounds really harsh, but in reality, he was the one that told me I was messing with his head by talking to him, but being mad. So, I fixed that :] I just won't talk to him at all. And you know what? I'm 100% fine with that. I miss him, and Jon, but they both have a lot of growing up to do, and I dont' want to deal with it until they do. That's fine... right? For sure. AnnCheri kinda makes me mad lately too. But, I won't put that reason in here. Nighty Night time. Bye guys. Love you. MWAH!
P.S. Notes to specific people:
Mom: Please send my patriarchal blessing and check the P.O. Box. You forget that I have boys writing me, and I need them ASAP ;] But anyways. You are amazing. I took forgranted a lot of the things you did for me back home. Now that I'm on my own, I see what an amazing mother you are, and I now know how much you mean to me, and how grateful I am. I wouldn't choose any other mother. You're the greatest. I love you more then you will ever know.
Dad: You are such a strong and determined person. You push me, and until I got to this point in my life, I hated that you pushed so hard. I now see that you only want whats best for me, and I love you so much. You are an amazing person, with an amazing heart. You do everything you can for me, and I could never repay you. No matter how hard I tried. Remember that I love you, and I will call you everyday. You and Mom. You guys mean the most to me.
Shania: Jeez, you get a lot of special words from me lately. You should feel special, because every time I think of you, I want to cry. I miss you terribly, and I want you to make the right choices. I know that mom and dad may not always be easy to get along with sometimes, but 99.9% they are right. They are telling you to do things to better yourself. Be nice to mom. When you're gone, you're going to wish that you listened to every word she says. And again, remember. If you need anything, I'll be a phone call away. Don't be afraid to tell me anything. I can always help you. I love you.
Grandma Donna: You are someone very special to me. I look up to you in so many different ways. You are a lot stronger then you think you are, and you impact a lot of peoples lives. You don't know how many people I talk to, who know who you are, and remember the great things you did for them. You have the sweetest heart, and I love seeing you happy. I know that I wasnt always nice to you, but I regret it. I love you so much, and I know that God will help you through everything, and you will get what you need. I know this Grandma. I love you. Don't forget.
Grandma Kyle: You are amazing. You make me smile, and you are someone I can come to WITH ANYTHING. You understand where I come from on most of my points, and you agree with me. You are so sweet, and funny too. I love that we can act like best friends. I love you so much. MWAH. Miss you.
Great Grandma Marci: I miss you! So much! Everytime I see a seagull I think of you. I hope you're doing okay. I love you a lot, and I love the time we spend together. :] You really have the greatest stories, I love hearing the ones about Michigan, and the resturant stories. I love you, Call me anytime. Use that cell phone of yours.
Grandpa Dean: You have been in my life for as long as I can remember, and I love every ounce we spend together. You are just like grandma. You see where I'm coming from, and we are even mean every once in a while. I love spending time with you, and seeing what crazy things you have to say. I miss you. TEXT ME :] Haha.
Of course, I have more to others, but, I am exhaused. I need sleep. I'll finish this tomorrow. Love you.
My screen on my phone broke off today. But, my daddy is getting me a new one. It should be here tomorrow or Wednesday. I'm excited. Maybe then I can see my screen.
I talked to my sister tonight. That child is amazing. Now she's beehive president. I was never beehive president. I'm so amazingly proud of her. I'm gonna have to send her some stuff. I already promised I would since she scored twice in one of her games on Saturday. I miss watching her kick butt at soccer. UGH. I miss her. Shania, how bout I come kidnap you, and you can live here in the dorm with me, in my closet? Sound like a plan? I'd even feed you. Oh, FYI mom. NO ONE held my hand haha. You totally missed that whole thing. But I love you anyways. I told my roomies about the frog in the boiling pot of water. They asked cuz they saw it in your letter. That made them laugh.
I'm so proud of myself. I continue to get my homework done. Even if that does mean staying up like, super duper late. :/ I was totally falling asleep today in class. Luckily, I'm getting in bed earlier then usual, so I should be okay. I feel fat though. I need to stop eating, and start going to the gym. Like I have time. Yeah right. There is never a dull moment here. Tonight we had FHE at our house, so that meant cleaning. Plus, I made dinner for my roomies. Carolyn made brownies. Our FHE family is pretty cool. They are all locals, and WAY older then us. One is engaged. But hey, they are still really cool people. Lindsey actually stayed home most of the night. It was nice to see her. I like when she is home. :] She's loads of fun. I did my laundry, and also cleaned my room. Jeez, I'm on a roll today. :]
My birthday is pretty much in like, IDK, 7 days? I'm super excited. I don't know what I'm doing though. Probably homework haha. That's about all the exciting stuff for today. OH. Bill texted me and said Happy Birthday. I'm like..No. Not my birthday. Didnt text him back. He sent another telling me to listen to his voicemail and at least act like he existed, I still didnt text him back. Then he texted and said he was fine with friends. I still didnt text back. Then I listened to his voicemail saying how he misses me. Didn't call him back. I know this sounds really harsh, but in reality, he was the one that told me I was messing with his head by talking to him, but being mad. So, I fixed that :] I just won't talk to him at all. And you know what? I'm 100% fine with that. I miss him, and Jon, but they both have a lot of growing up to do, and I dont' want to deal with it until they do. That's fine... right? For sure. AnnCheri kinda makes me mad lately too. But, I won't put that reason in here. Nighty Night time. Bye guys. Love you. MWAH!
P.S. Notes to specific people:
Mom: Please send my patriarchal blessing and check the P.O. Box. You forget that I have boys writing me, and I need them ASAP ;] But anyways. You are amazing. I took forgranted a lot of the things you did for me back home. Now that I'm on my own, I see what an amazing mother you are, and I now know how much you mean to me, and how grateful I am. I wouldn't choose any other mother. You're the greatest. I love you more then you will ever know.
Dad: You are such a strong and determined person. You push me, and until I got to this point in my life, I hated that you pushed so hard. I now see that you only want whats best for me, and I love you so much. You are an amazing person, with an amazing heart. You do everything you can for me, and I could never repay you. No matter how hard I tried. Remember that I love you, and I will call you everyday. You and Mom. You guys mean the most to me.
Shania: Jeez, you get a lot of special words from me lately. You should feel special, because every time I think of you, I want to cry. I miss you terribly, and I want you to make the right choices. I know that mom and dad may not always be easy to get along with sometimes, but 99.9% they are right. They are telling you to do things to better yourself. Be nice to mom. When you're gone, you're going to wish that you listened to every word she says. And again, remember. If you need anything, I'll be a phone call away. Don't be afraid to tell me anything. I can always help you. I love you.
Grandma Donna: You are someone very special to me. I look up to you in so many different ways. You are a lot stronger then you think you are, and you impact a lot of peoples lives. You don't know how many people I talk to, who know who you are, and remember the great things you did for them. You have the sweetest heart, and I love seeing you happy. I know that I wasnt always nice to you, but I regret it. I love you so much, and I know that God will help you through everything, and you will get what you need. I know this Grandma. I love you. Don't forget.
Grandma Kyle: You are amazing. You make me smile, and you are someone I can come to WITH ANYTHING. You understand where I come from on most of my points, and you agree with me. You are so sweet, and funny too. I love that we can act like best friends. I love you so much. MWAH. Miss you.
Great Grandma Marci: I miss you! So much! Everytime I see a seagull I think of you. I hope you're doing okay. I love you a lot, and I love the time we spend together. :] You really have the greatest stories, I love hearing the ones about Michigan, and the resturant stories. I love you, Call me anytime. Use that cell phone of yours.
Grandpa Dean: You have been in my life for as long as I can remember, and I love every ounce we spend together. You are just like grandma. You see where I'm coming from, and we are even mean every once in a while. I love spending time with you, and seeing what crazy things you have to say. I miss you. TEXT ME :] Haha.
Of course, I have more to others, but, I am exhaused. I need sleep. I'll finish this tomorrow. Love you.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Nose Dive Day
Well, I was doing great. I mean, today wasnt a TERRIBLE day. It was just, rough. First off, my phone. My phone gets mixed up with spilled reed diffuser oil. It's still not dry, and it's almost, not workable. I believe my dad is getting me a new one though. Then, I go to church, and the stupid freaking Relief Society lesson was on family. WTF. That made me super homesick. Like, super duper homesick. Really. I miss my fam damily a lot. I almost bawled while watching this movie.
Honestly, it made me want to cry. And now, my self esteem is kinda taking a nose dive since I have gorgeous roommates and all the guys want them, and yeah. Enough said. And all this crap makes me miss Tyler more and more each freaking day. I honestly, want him to come home. But of course, I can't tell him that. It's messed up. It's a "I miss you, but I wouldn't have it any other way." Kinda thing. Ya know? This day has just sucked. But, I'll stay positive, and make tomorrow better then today. Ya know. I really miss you mom, dad, and Shania. I can't wait to see you again. I love you. <333
Honestly, it made me want to cry. And now, my self esteem is kinda taking a nose dive since I have gorgeous roommates and all the guys want them, and yeah. Enough said. And all this crap makes me miss Tyler more and more each freaking day. I honestly, want him to come home. But of course, I can't tell him that. It's messed up. It's a "I miss you, but I wouldn't have it any other way." Kinda thing. Ya know? This day has just sucked. But, I'll stay positive, and make tomorrow better then today. Ya know. I really miss you mom, dad, and Shania. I can't wait to see you again. I love you. <333
I hope...
My phone dries and continues to work. My stupid reed diffuser spilled and drenched it in oil. D: Really? Really? I took everything out and wiped it all clean, and now it's all laying out drying. But I don't know if oil dries. PRAY it works. So yeah family, if you try to call me, or text me, that's why I won't answer. The phone is off and I'm hoping it dries. If not, I'm hoping Sheryl has insurance on the phone so that I can get a new one :/ I even had to remove my screen cover and everything. I'm just, really UGH. But, I'm having a positive attitude so that maybe, just maybe, it will work. I'm hoping it does. I love you all, but I'm off to church.
The Power of The Gospel
I am absoulutely amazed at how close the Spirit can bring people, and the true miracles that it can let happen. My baby cousins are still alive, and getting better. Of course, not out of the woods yet, but how can they be? I'm am truely amazed at how many people are helping out this whole things, and fasting for these little babies. I am fasting, and my 3 roomies have decided to join me. My friend from Provo also decided that she too would do this. We are also fasting for my roomies grandma who is not doing very well. This is so bringing us closer together. I started getting teary eyed tonight at apartment prayer. I felt the Spirit so strong. It is amazing how close I feel to my roommates now that we are trying to do our best. I know this is where I'm supposed to be. Tomorrow after church, I'm going to walk to the temple. Whether someone comes with me or not. I know that this will help with my fasting process, and allow me to feel the Spirit even stronger. I would like to take that opportunity to listen, pray, and strengthen my testimony. Being worried about my baby cousins has really really really strengthened my testimony in the priesthood, fasting, prayer, friendship, and family. I love everything about how the Gospel touches peoples lives. I'm even going to talk to my dad about using 20 dollars on my credit card, and donating to my cousins. They need lots and lots of help, and I'd rather not eat 2 meals, which, I'm fasting for tomorrow anyways, and give it to someone who needs it. Especially family. And I really, really hope that he is supportive. I really don't think my dad will have an issue with it. I'm doing really well with my money anyways. 


Tonight was so much fun. I hung out with my neighbors like, all day long. I got up at noon though, so I felt really lazy. One of my neighbors needed me to follow her to her house, 2 blocks away, so she could take the family car back, and I could drive back. We hung out there for a little while, and then all decided to go to the Demolition Derby in a town near by. Wow. That was amazingly fun. Plus, I also met up with someone I had been talking to from Facebook for about a year and a half now. Her name is Jayme. She's my snowboarding buddy haha. Anyways, That was a total blast, and I did get pictures of that :] We came home, hung out with a bunch of guys, and pranked people, in a good way. I'm not a bad kid. haha. It was all in fun. When we came home, I swear, Lindsey, Emily, Carolyn, and I talked forever about everything. And cracked up laughing, a lot. Hmmm... What else? I don't know. But dad, you should like, comment here on the whole "Can I take $20 and donate it to my cousins?" on here so that I don't have to call and ask you. Cuz I will be really upset if you say no. It's family. But, I don't think you will sooooo....
OH! I'm going to Provo the first weekend in October, and my birthday is in like, a week or something. My roomies better throw me a party! AND I need to buy my New Moon midnight showing tickets really soon too. I wish AnnCheri could come up here with me, then drive back up to Idaho. But, I think I might be going to Denver for Thanksgiving. I dunno. I should find that out. Yay! So much happening. And FYI, again, I LOVE IT HERE.
I'm peaceing out. It's 3:30 am here. Church tomorrow. Not until one though.
Love you all.
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