Long Time No See...

Basically I'm so sorry for pretty much being yet even more of a failure at blogging. I'm back at school and it's not too bad. Right now the weather is pretty much sucky. It's like Antarctic wind, snowing, raining, hailing, and thunder-storming. Oh the amazing place of Rexburg. Na. I really do deep down love it. I love my roommate, and I love my other roommates too. I don't enjoy the work that I have to do in order to keep up in my Understanding DNA class. I also don't enjoy watching couples be all over eachother in my Preparing for Eternal Marriage class, but I guess I'm kinda becoming tolerant of it and I'm beginning to barely notice... sometimes that is.

So I have some new roommates. I still have Carolyn from last Fall. She's so freaking amazing and now we're in the same room. That's pretty freaking awesome!

My other roommates names are Brittney, Louisa, Elizabeth and Tamra. That's right. Count em'. That's 6 girls in an apartment. It's not too bad.

Well, anyways, I'm being a lame blogger I know, but I don't have much to say. Want to know something? Just ask.

Oh, and I ask you to pray for my little sister. She's having surgery on May 5th to remove half of her thyroid. (That's right. She has a thyroid issue too.) They found a nodule on her thyroid a while back and ran a biopsy. After that they found out that it was pre-cancerous and had weird cells so they're going in and taking out that half, and then running biopsy's on that too. There's still a chance there's cancer in or around it. If that's the case, they will take out the other part of her thyroid and she'll be on thyroid pills (like me) for the rest of her life. It's KILLING me that I can't be there for her. I'm kinda freaking out about it. Everyone keeps telling me not to worry about it, but it's a scary situation. She's only 13, and I can't be there for her through her surgery. It's killing me. Prayers please? Thank you!

In other news, since a lot of you girls know me because of Tyler, he only has 5 months left. Crazy huh? Yeah. It feels like just yesterday he had hit his year mark. October comes and he'll be home. Oh boy....

I'm really going to go now. XOXO

Imperfections

You know what? Everyone has them.

"Your imperfections; they make you perfect to someone else. Your mistakes; they make someone fall harder for you. Your faults; they make someone realize how much they really care about you. Not everyone is going to be there for you through everything. But when you do find that person, don't let go. Understand how lucky... you are, and allow them to prove to you that they will never walk away."

That, my friends, is the truth. :) Not everyone is always going to be there. Some will leave, and even those you thought were in it for the long haul may walk away. But once you find someone that is willing to stick with you, and have patience with all of your imperfections... Keep them. Don't worry about your imperfections. Everyone has some. But they are what make you, you. So what if you're hair isn't sitting just right? Or your make-up is smudged? Who cares if you have weaknesses, or if you break out at the worst time possible? EVERYONE has something happened to them. No one is perfect. The only one who can claim that title is our Savior, Jesus Christ.

Moral of the story: Someone loves you for you. Despite your past, your present, or your future. Keep your head up and look forward. Those who care, won't leave your side. :)




P.S. Wow. How is that for a terrible blog post that makes no sense at 1 AM when I have to be to work in the morning? Sorry for the terrible rambling that is making no sense and has no structure. My bad. Ha. Love you guys. Comment :)

Realistically...

I contemplated for a very long time what to actually post here. In fact, I did a huge long rant, (which a few of my readers did get to read) and then decided to delete it due to the fact that I didn't feel it was needed to be read by everyone. So I guess you can count yourself lucky if you actually did get to read it. I know I've been a complete failure when it comes to blogging. I've been here in Denver and been utterly busy actually. Plus, trying to get school finished up, just to start up another long semester at the BYUI. I don't really know if I'm actually looking forward to it. I think my mind goes bi-polar when it comes to that. Some days it can't wait to go back, and some days it decides it wants to have no determination what-so-ever and it wants to be a complete lazy bum. Wait, maybe that's not my mind. Maybe that's me. I do lose determination. That's why I laughed when a friend of my dad's and his wife were going crazy over how "determined" I was and stuff. They apparently do not know me. The reason I even took online classes was because of my low determination to actually want to still be in school 9 years from now. My mom actually was worried about getting money for me to go to school, and I totally was okay with taking a few semesters off. (Although I'm not worried about finding money to go.) But, seriously. I was okay with taking a few off. I've been in school now for what... Like 14-15 years? I'm about wore out. This all better pay off. Or this will be one very upset redhead :)

I'm just now realizing what I have ahead of me. Uh oh. Finals, North Dakota where I'm going to have to impress a bazillion new people, packing, school, etc. etc. Eh. Whatever. I'll deal. I just need to make it to July, and then I'm going to seriously have one of the most epic breaks ever.

For all those who would like an update, things are great actually. :)

We crossed paths for a reason
The planets aligned in that particular season
Its clear to me that well eventually be
Inseparable

Goot is almost as love worthy as Chase Coy. Almost but not quite.

Doubt for tonight has been canceled out. I love that he can actually do that. I love that he can seriously just totally.... I dunno. He's just him and I get to hug him in T-minus 5 days. Wait.... 5 days?!? No flipping way. No way No way No way. Let the internal freak out.........
Begin.